or perhaps troubling isn't quite the right word, well yes it is for some of the things that my brain refuses to let go. Other things are just - a trifle heavy in my head and heart, making me sad. Both sets of things are taking up too much head space. I have to keep telling myself this -
That last bit is really the most important - I can't expect these people to understand where I'm coming from. I could try to explain but it would almost sound as if I am saying I am better than they are - and that's not true, these are good and kind people whose lives are, and have been, so very different from mine. I can understand their POV, really I can, but I know they can't understand mine, tho they would try, I just know they would.
And then there are those things that are making me a bit sad, my heart heavy - well, that's where the first bit comes in - let it be. I'm here, they know where to find me. Time to let it be, let it go, shrug my shoulders and move on.